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Darkest Night

by Jhana Allan

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1.
The Hills 03:47
I wanted him to be my animal friend Who'd be there for me in times thick and thin I wasn't planning on him to become The very thing that I'd be running from And I lick the salt away from my wounds You told me it would make me strong But I'm wounded now and I'm confused You wanted me to be a better woman Chorus: So take me to the hills, oh take me far away This city's breaking pieces off me every day Out here there's no-one to string along Out here there's no-one to be running from And how can you be so sure of your own When there's a million ways to see And how can I throw it all away When you feel so much like home to me But I live in darkness now, it's plain to see Oh please don't be afraid Climb down here it won't make you weak And together we'll grow stronger every day Chorus
2.
Come on little darlin/knock down the door Yeah I've seen your face before Screamin and crying then begging for more Yeah I've seen your face before/Yeah I've seen your face before Lover growing wilder/down on the floor Yeah I've seen your face before Heart's getting tighter/that's for sure Yeah I've seen your face before/Yeah I've seen your face before You act so surprised but you know me so intimately And when I'm in my darkest night there you are for all to see For all to see/there you are for all to see I can see that light shine so far away Guess I'll stay right here Burrow in the dirt and sink into the clay And this is where I'll stay/this is where I'll stay And it was always like this/you can't hide what is yours Sunrise and I can't hide it anymore So excited about the world And I won't stay here too much longer in this landscape There's too much to do and the sky is always blue I don't want your blue skies honey/give me cloudy any day Red horizon calling me sayin darlin come away/sayin darlin come away Sayin darlin come away Darlin come away
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Don't look back/just keep on travelling on Don't look back/just keep on moving on Don't look back at me/just keep moving those feet 'Cos if you look back/you're gonna see what a mess I'm in (mmmm) Give me a great big coat/to shelter 'gainst the rain I'm settin' down that big old road/it's gonna take me back again Don't look back/just keep steering that ship 'Cos if you look back/you're gonna see what a mess I'm in Chorus: x2 Honey you've gone Honey's gone back home Oh go on back/to the place that you call home (mmmm) Take those cares/and throw them into the sea Still so scared/what makes you think you could carry me Don't look back/just keep moving those feet Cos if you look back/you're gonna see what a mess I'm in Chorus
4.
That Flame 05:03
Chorus: That flame/that little sacred flame has gone out in me x3 How to reclaim it/reclaim my life poetry awakened a fire in me that is struggling to stay warm/and red and yellow/and orange and gold not blue Oh what am I to do/oh what am i to do/tell me what am i to do without chorus how to reclaim it/reclaim my life melody awakened a child in me/that is struggling to stay warm and reaching out its tiny arms for more I want more of that/give me more of that/I want more of that what it is you got Oh this mountain is so steep/and it won't stop till I'm gone it's so easy to lie down/when that flame is nearly all gone x2 chorus How to reclaim it/reclaim my light empathy awakened a flood in me/that is pouring out the door and now onto the street/now it's shining there for all to see I'm so sorry/I'm so sorry/you're so sorry/you're so sorry/ Don't apologize/woman stand up and defend your rights Like a proud and hungry tiger/you have to stand up to survive I find it all falls away/every time i look up at the stars x2 chorus
5.
Poverty 03:47
I'm on the last stretch home/I've sown all the seeds that i can sow I'm just waiting for the first of them to grow And it sure don't feel romantic bein' poor anymore/yeah it sure don't feel romantic bein poor anymore And I pour myself into the night/and the night will spill herself back into me And I don't have to explain myself she understands me/yeah she understands me perfectly And it sure don't feel romantic bein' poor anymore/yeah it sure don't feel romantic bein' poor anymore I know and you know, that's not real I know and you know, doesn't change how I, (x3) Feel and I keep crashing up against this wall Oh the wall that separates me from you and I really wanna tell you but it's not the thing to do yeah I think you're better off without a clue And it sure don't feel romantic bein' poor anymore yeah it sure don't feel romantic bein' poor anymore But I'd rather not be shy/rather say what's exactly on my mind cos there's a poverty keeps hangin round and I just can't get by poverty he comes a knocking/when you say goodbye Will you come a running down this road/will you come a'running down with me Oh I'm so sick and tired of running down this road/ no I'd rather stay back here Will you come a'running down this road/will you come a'running down with me Oh I'm much too old to be running down this road/no I'd rather stay back here Will you come a'running down this road/will you come a'running down with me Oh I've been down/too many times before and it's time that i was free yes it's time that I was free/yes it's time that I..
6.
Hey Sorrow 05:16
hey sorrow I'm not your plaything/had me oh so long, forgot what it was like to be spring x3 hey sorrow I'm not your plaything/ and you had me thinking i was nothing hey sorrow I'm sick of crawling/yeah you had me believe i was nothing and hey sorrow you can stop lying/cos i really really think i could be something hey sorrow i'm not your plaything/had me oh so long, forgot what it was like to be spring and you had me thinking i was nothing/ how very wrong you were I stepped away from you and everything did fall away x4 guess i was supposed to learn something from you don't think i learnt my lesson very well keep on looking over my shoulder for you I need to stop i need to stop wasting my youth but maybe youth was meant to be wasted and maybe old age was meant for regret and maybe all the broken time I've tasted will reveal itself to me sometime yet oh but i stepped away from you and everything did fall away x4 let it fall away let it fall away ahh let it fall away
7.
The Pub 05:34
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Right Now 06:22
i want to be in the sun/why am i shivering in this dark little cave when all i want to be is in the sun/so i step out into the sun fists uncurl yourselves/legs shake it out face turn yourself up to the light/you are so pale and wrinkled from living underground/in the underground haze of your mind in the underground haze of your mind and you'll never be as terrified or lonely or distant as you are right now and you'll never be as faithful or tender or loving as you are right now and i'll never be as running wild or tender or giving as i am right now and i'll never be as beautiful or plain or just ugly as i am right now ooh ooh ooooh x2 aah aah aaaah x2 the past she has a certain habit of getting away from me oh i've wasted my life and i'm only 23 the future is a clown he always ends up tricking me i can't tell if i change the future or if he changes me ooh ooh ooooh x2 aah aah aaaah x2 so throw yourself out the wide blue window of your despair you are so young your ripeness is hanging in the air like the spring flowers oh troubled soul that is so young but old on the inside throw yourself out the window and swallow your pride you are like a bird that has forgotten how to fly cos you're expected to have clipped wings ooh ooh ooooh x2 aah aah aaaah x2 and you'll never be as innocent or pure or naive as you are right now and you''ll never be as wild or promiscuous or free as you are right now and I'll never be as miserable or desperate or distracted as i am right now and I'll never be so caught between a rock and a hard place as i am right now and you'll never be so brave or courageous or so strong as you are right now and you'll never fall into my arms quite so very hard as you do right now ooh ooh ooooh x2 aah aah aaaah x2 Will you take me as i am will you take me as i am right now
10.

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This album was written on Wurundjeri country and recorded in 2017 on Dja Dja Wurrung country. I acknowledge all elders past present and emerging.

Jhana Allan's debut album, Darkest Night takes the listener on a journey through darkness and light, loss and regeneration. Running throughout it is a yearning for the stark, arid, northern NSW countryside where she grew up. Country and old-time styles, eastern european rhythms, pop melodies and hints of jazz all find a place here and are held together by Allan's clear-voiced and emotive storytelling.

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released August 30, 2019

All tracks written by Jhana Allan except for Track 3. written by Jhana Allan and Jan Wozitsky.

Sound Engineering, Mixing: Steve Vella at Dog and Bear Studios
Mastering, Album Design: Megan Bird
Album artwork: Eugenia Zoubtchenko
Photography: Kate Thomas Media

Musicians:
Jhana Allan- vocals, mandolin, violin, viola, piano
Alice Cotton- harmonies
Jan Wozitsky- banjo
Oscar Neyland- double bass
Duncan Stephen- acoustic guitar

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Jhana Allan Armidale, Australia

Jhana Allan is a progressive country folk singer and multi instrumentalist who explores themes of darkness and light, loss and self-acceptance. Her original tunes range from slow moody ballads to up-beat foot-stomping country numbers. Jhana delivers raw, honest lyrics wrapped up in sunlit mandolin, fiddle, viola and piano, with driving rhythms and pure vocals. ... more

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